Its very very tough

[11/4/2010]

I wanted to let go
I thought I did

Keeping him out of my mind do help me sometimes
But when I saw his display picture
I finally understand
That
Staying away from the truth doesn't help me at all

我一直满怀心事
如果可以
宁拖尘缘随水去，莫作多情催愁来
缘起缘灭
诺我肯潇洒放开
烦恼自然尽除

Yes, I don't know how to cry anymore.
I forgot how to.
I don't even feel like crying
Cause I know you're nothing
For me to cry

After I saw your picture, your status-es,
There,
I felt like someone's stabbing my heart
Its just that simple
Sour feeling
I could say

I know that
The one I'm waiting for will appear one day
To cherish me
And to love me
I will never give up
Definitely not you anymore